Jake's Confusion By OldDave000@aol.com A teenage boy doesn't understand why he loses to a girl The following story is a continuation of a story begun by Brooksie. His story ended with a beautiful cheerleader being stopped by the football coach as she was thrashing his Q-back. As she released him she promised the Q-back that she wasn't through with him. After reading this story I e- mailed Brooksie and told him what a great story it was and how I looked forward to the sequel. He responded with his thanks but said he had many other projects to work on and suggested that I might try writing the sequel. I wrote that sequel that described the next fight that ended with a thoroughly beaten and despondent boy once again being overcome by a beautiful, smaller girl. Like many of you I enjoy the stories of BeegBoy, Hardie, Brooksie and others who write about smaller girls defeating larger, and supposedly stronger, boys and men and thought I might examine the protagonist's, and all of our, motivations in finding enjoyment in this genre. The following story continues the sage of this confused young man as he deals with the emotions that overtake him as a result of these encounters. It asks, but does not answer, two questions: Does he lose to a smaller, supposedly weaker, girl because he is actually weaker, or Does he lose because the fact that this is a turn-on makes him act weaker? Hope you enjoy it. Please e-mail any comments or if you wish to discuss this subject further. The morning after Cathy had so thoroughly whipped him Jake awoke sorer than he had ever been from a football game. Cathy had really hurt him and he knew he did not want to ever go through that again. Yet he was also confused. He had once again been completely powerless in the face of a girl yet; last night when he had been replaying the fight in his mind, he had gotten a major hard-on and had the best orgasm he could remember. Like all other boys his age he had masturbated but he had never had quite this sensation and he did not understand it. How could he so enjoy something that had caused him so much embarrassment, pain and suffering? What was wrong with him that even now, thinking about Cathy sitting on his stomach and flexing her beautiful biceps, had him getting hard? Was he some kind of pervert? He knew he did not enjoy the pain that Cathy had caused, and never wanted to go through that kind of a beating again, but he couldn't stop thinking about her dominance and being turned-on by the memory of his helplessness against her superior strength. These thoughts were interrupted as he once again pleasured himself with the memory of Cathy's marvelous legs squeezing his body while her sexy arms tighten around his throat. After he was done a feeling of shame at what had pleasured him mixed with the pleasure of his orgasm, leaving him more confused and upset. In the days to come Jake found that he was in a set routine. At school he went morosely from class to class, carrying Cathy's books for her, getting her lunch at noontime and otherwise waiting on her. Since he had almost nobody to talk to, particularly about his "problem" Jake spent a lot of time thinking about it. He also found himself drawn to magazine stores and finding pictures and articles of women wrestlers whom he added to his nighttime sessions, and he found that his fantasies about wrestling and losing to them brought him almost as much pleasure as his real life remembrance of his two times with Cathy. While Cathy had offered him a chance to get even Jake was not about to take her up on it since she had really hurt him before. He knew it wasn't the pain and suffering that turned him on, it was the physical dominance by a smaller female. He had arm-wrestled Cathy two or three times and she had beaten him easily, memories that he added to his nighttime pleasures. These arm-wrestling sessions convinced Jake that Cathy was not just a better wrestler but that she was also stronger than he was. She also proved this by out lifting him at both squats and bench-pressing. But Cathy was very unusual. Jake knew that he was stronger than most girls and he began to think that if he wrestled an average girl and beat her he would not only regain some of his self-respect but also perhaps eliminate this perversion that was both pleasuring and torturing him. He started to think about who he could get to wrestle him, not fight him like Cathy did, just a competitive wrestling match where no one got hurt but he got the satisfaction of making a girl say uncle. As he thought more and more of this way out of his quandary he thought of Judy, the older of two sisters who lived down around the corner from his house. Judy was his age, a slim, dark haired beauty of French and Italian ancestry, who was not an athlete like Cathy. She was more of a student and popular girl and had been a Homecoming Princess last fall. She was feisty as Jake remembered from their younger days when she had been somewhat of a Tomboy wanting to participate in all the boys' games. She had even challenged one of the older boys to a fight once, but nothing had come of it. So Jake decided that he would try to get Judy to wrestle him. The next afternoon after he got home from school he went over to Judy's house. He knew she was home alone, as he had seen her younger sister Susie going down the street with some friends and her Mom's car was not in the garage. He and Judy were taking physics together and she was a wiz at it, so Jake's excuse in going over was a question he had for an upcoming test. Carrying his Physics book Jake knocked on her door. "Well if it isn't Jake," said Judy as she opened the door, "What are you doing, hiding from Cathy?" "No, I don't have to hide from her," replied Jake, turning red as he did when anyone mentioned his encounter with Cathy, "I just have a Physics question to ask you." "OK, come on in and I'll help you." "Do I have to pound it into your head like Cathy did," teased the smiling Judy. O boy thought Jake, what a nice opening she has given me. Out loud he responded, "you wouldn't have a chance against me little girl, you've got brains, not muscle like Cathy." "I could take you down and make you say uncle easily," challenged the secretly excited Jake. "I doubt that," replied Judy, accepting this new challenge. "As easily as Cathy handled you I think I might even be able to beat you." "Yeah, well she just caught me by surprise. It wasn't a fair fight," Jake replied. "The only thing unfair about that fight was how over matched you were," said Judy. "You didn't stand a chance which is why I think I might be able to beat you too." "You don't even know anything about wrestling and I outweigh you by 50lbs." disputed Jake. "It didn't look like you knew much yourself," replied Judy. "I have beaten Susie a few times and I did watch what Cathy did to you." "OK, you're on," said Jake. ". It'll be fun to make you say uncle." "You might be in for another surprise, Jake," replied Judy as they moved the coffee table and a stool out of the way. "Lets start on our knees since we don't have a lot of room in here" she suggested. As it was a warm, early spring day both were in shorts with Jake wearing a Tee shirt and Judy in a sleeveless top. They knelt down on the carpet facing each other with their arms out stretched. Even on their knees Jake towered over the smaller girl. He had broader shoulders and larger arms that appeared more muscular than Judy's arms that, while slim, were firm and showed definite definition as she tensed them in preparation to doing battle with her friend. Jake moved first, and tried to wrap his right arm around Judy's neck and bring her to the ground in a headlock. But it didn't work as Judy ducked under his grab and pushed him down on his face as he reached for her. Judy followed this up by jumping on his back and wrapping both her arms around his neck. She didn't really know anything about wrestling or applying holds but she figured if she just hung on she could tire Jake out. When she had wrapped her arms around Jake's neck she had accidentally put one arm under his armpit so her right arm was around his neck and her left was under his arm and pushing it up, making it hard for Jake to get both hands on Judy's arms and pull her hold apart. "Hey Jake, we've just started and already you're on the bottom," crowed Judy. "Want to give up?" "No way, I'll get out of this soon," replied Jake, feeling both chagrin and pleasure at the weight of this firm young girl on his back. Damn, he thought as he notice his hard-on pressing into the rug, she's winning and I'm enjoying it. But she's nowhere near as strong as Cathy; I should be able to break this hold easily. But it wasn't easy. Judy may have been small, 5'5" and 120 lbs. but she was solid and had more than average strength. Using his free arm Jake pushed up off the floor and rolled over with Judy still clinging to his neck with all her strength. They ended up with Judy underneath Jake and her arms around his neck and one arm with Jake using his legs to push his body into Judy's in an attempt to make her break her hold. Remembering Cathy's scissor hold on Jake, Judy wrapped her legs around Jake's middle and began to squeeze as hard as she could. Like almost all girls and women, Judy had strong leg muscles and it hurt when she pressed them into Jake's sides. But not with the excruciating pain of Cathy's scissors, and nowhere painful enough to make him say uncle. But neither could he break the holds that Judy was applying to his head and waist. "Looks like another girl can beat Jake," bragged Judy. "You are easier to beat than my sister. " she taunted her struggling opponent. " In fact this is so easy I wonder if you are really trying." Jake was wondering the same thing, but each time he fruitlessly tried to breakout, using what he was sure was his full effort, he failed. This can't be happening thought Jake as he kept trying to get loose. She's a beauty queen and a brain, not a strong athlete like Cathy. She can't be stronger than me, he thought as she continued to hold him securely between her legs and arms. "Come on Jake," prodded Judy. " This is getting boring." "Why don't you just give up now and admit you've been defeated by a stronger girl?" "Either that or give me some fight," ordered the smaller girl as she began to roll from side to side so that Jake's attempt to squash her between his body and the carpet was neutralized. "No, I won't give up," yelled Jake as he thrashed around trying to get lose from this girl clinging to him so tightly. "I'll show some real fight now," he said and began to twist and turn trying to get loose. As he struggled Jake brought his left arm down and broke Judy's hold on his neck. Before he could take advantage of this partial freedom, Judy grabbed his chin in her interlocked hands and began to pull back his head while pushing her tightly squeezed legs in the opposite direction. Now Jake was in pain as he felt his head pulled back and the heels of Judy's hands pressed hard on his jaw, while her legs continued to squeeze his aching sides. She wasn't as strong as Cathy by any means, and she didn't have anywhere near Cathy's wrestling ability, but she was still dominating him and he couldn't seem to do anything about it except get a hard-on. Jake was still sure he was stronger than Judy and to prove it he used his two free hands to take hold of her wrists and pull Judy's fingers apart. But they didn't pull apart even though he was sure he was pulling down on her arms with all his strength. Not only did Judy's arms not move downward, they kept increasing the pressure on his head and neck. This can't be, thought Jake. I know I'm stronger than she is, I can throw a football 40 yards and I can bench-press a close to my own weight. I must not be trying. With that thought Jake pulled with all his might at Judy's arms, but to no avail, his head just kept being stretched. "Come on Jake, give up," ordered Judy. "You can't get loose and I'm not letting go until you say uncle." Increasing her pressure on both holds Judy bore down on her trapped victim and Jake, after failing at one more maximum effort to break lose, said, "OK, OK I give. Let me go." "Say uncle," demanded the victorious Judy. "Uncle," said the despondent boy. ""You win this time." Giving Jake a final squeeze with her legs Judy let go and, pushing Jake off, sat up. Seeing Jake just lying there, Judy pushed him onto his back and sat on his stomach, grinning down at him. "That was fun Jake," she cooed, lightly patting his cheeks, "I guess I'm stronger than the big athlete. Or I guess that's ex-athlete now that you've been defeated by more than just super girl Cathy." "You're not stronger than me," replied the shaken Jake, who was secretly enjoying the feel of this firm young female body pressing down on him and turning his insides to jelly, "You just got the first hold." "Yeah but you couldn't get loose could you," replied Judy giving his cheeks another pat. "Quit that," ordered Jake as he grabbed Judy's wrists with large hands that completely encircled her slim, feminine wrists. With a quick jerk he pulled the unsuspecting Judy to one side and rolled out from under her leg. He quickly got to his feet saying, "see, I got lose pretty easily didn't I." "Sure it was easy when I wasn't even trying to hold you," replied Judy. "But it doesn't prove you're stronger. You couldn't get loose when I was trying." "Lets arm-wrestle. That will prove I'm stronger," countered Jake, sure that his size and strength could overcome the smaller girl. Maybe he was just a lousy wrestler. "OK, whatever you want," replied Judy. "If that's what it takes to show you I'll be glad to arm-wrestle you." And she stretched out on the floor and stuck up her right arm. Jake lay down facing her and grasped her smaller hand in his larger one, saying, since he was left-handed, "I'll even beat you with my weaker arm." "Lets go on three," the bigger boy suggested and, counting to three started to put pressure on his opponent's arm. But it didn't go down to the floor as he expected. Rather Judy's arm moved down and little and then, with the cords in her neck straining, Judy brought their arms back to an upright position and started to push Jake's arm to the floor. This can't be happening thought Jake as he used all his strength to bring Judy's progress to a halt with his arm about half way from the floor. At least Jake thought he was using full strength but he wasn't sure because this just didn't make sense. He had beaten guys much big than Judy at arm- wrestling and here she was overpowering him in a test of pure strength. He must not be giving it his all but, try as he might, using every bit of strength he could muster, and with the friction of his movements on the floor brining him closer to climax, he could not budget Judy's arm. After a brief interval while Judy seemed to catch her breath, she again turned on what power she had in her slim, but firm, arm and shoulder and slowly pushed Jake's arm down until the back of his hand came to rest on the carpet. "How about that," exclaimed Judy, "I guess my stronger arm is stronger that your weaker one." "But I still beat you, didn't I Jake," asked the triumphant beauty. "Yeah, right-handed," murmured the surely Jake. "OK, I guess I should give you a chance to win with you left hand, maybe your stronger arm is stronger than my weaker one," she teased as she let go off his hand she had been holding to the carpet and planted her left elbow on the rug with her hand raised in invitation. Jake wasn't so sure he wanted to do this since he knew, was positively certain, that he was stronger and still Judy had won, and won decisively. It now appeared possible that whatever they did she would win. And if she did either he was really a weakling or somehow he so needed the girl to win that his muscles didn't function as they should. To compound his problems he had climaxed during the arm-wrestling match and knew that he now had a wet spot on his shorts that would be visible for all to see. So he reluctantly grasped Judy's left hand and, quickly saying one, two three go tried to jerk her arm down before she was ready. All he succeeded in doing is getting her hand about a quarter of the way down when Judy, exerting all her strength, brought his progress to a stop. After a short time holding him there with Jake putting on all the pressure he could bring to bear, she began the same process as she had done with her right arm. First she brought them back to neutral, and then began the slow, but certain progress of Jake's larger, seemingly more muscular, arm down toward the carpet. With a final burst Judy slammed Jakes hand into the carpet and pinned it there, while Jake's head also sank to the floor in complete defeat. "OK, Jake, now do you believe I'm stronger," asked the triumphant Judy. "Come on, answer me," ordered Judy. "Or I'll just have to show you again. As he lay there feeling the combined shame and pleasure of his defeat at the hands of this beautiful girl he felt the wetness in his pants and knew that he had to get out of there before Judy noticed what had happened to him. Just then Judy's younger sister Susie walked into the house. Seeing her sister lying on the floor seemingly holding Jake's arm to floor she asked, "what's going on Sis?" "Oh, I'm just helping Jake with his physics by showing him about weaker and stronger forces," replied Judy with a tinge of laughter in her voice. "Yeah, right," responded the skeptical Susie. "Looks to me like your arm- wrestling and Jake lost." "Can I try him next," she asked with a gleam in her eye. "If you can beat him maybe I could too." "I don't think so," replied her big sister. "He's not that strong but having wrestled you both I think he would win." This was music to Jake's ears and he was about to accept the challenge when he remembered the stain on his pants. "Next time Susie," he told the 13 year old. "Right now I'm late and have to get home." With that Jake grabbed his book from the table by where he and Judy had been wrestling and, holding the book in from of his pants, almost ran from the house. On his way home and during that evening and at night in bed, Jake replayed every move of his encounter with Judy and his nighttime reminisces brought him the most pleasure he had every had from his orgasm. But still he didn't understand it. He knew Judy had won and he knew he liked it even more than his defeat by Cathy. Cathy was stronger he was and she was a better wrestler, while Judy should not have been either. But still Judy had beaten him and, while he was ashamed to the point of mortification, he was completely turn-on by this fact. He may be perverted but he wasn't going to lose it by wrestling supposedly weaker girls. That just seemed to increase the pleasure and added to his confusion and shame. But maybe he hadn't wrestled a weaker girl at all. Maybe Judy was, as she had bragged, really the stronger of the two of them. He still didn't think she was but, if that was the case, then he hadn't really tested his theory. And now he knew there was a girl whom her sister, after wrestling Jake, had said was weaker than he was. What he needed to do was to wrestle Susie, who, at 13, was only 5'3" and about 110lbs. Since she had seemed eager to arm-wrestle him he didn't think this would be much of a problem. With that pleasing thought Jake fell to sleep. The next day at school all Jake could think about was his defeat at the hands of Judy and the possibility that he might get to wrestle and beat her sister either today or sometime in the near future. As he walked down the hall he felt someone bump his arm and he turned and looked down at a smiling Judy. "How's the weakling today," she teased in her friendly way. "Want to go another round or did I convince you enough yesterday?" "Yeah, I'd love another chance at you," replied Jake with more confidence that he felt. "You just got lucky yesterday." "Even at arm-wrestling my weak arm against your strong one," questioned Judy? "Didn't seem like there was much luck there." Jake knew this was true but continued with his bravado. "I was just tired yesterday." "Want to repeat the afternoon," he eagerly asked his pretty tomentoress, excited at the idea of another session of being dominated by this small, beautiful girl. "Sorry, I've got play practice," responded Judy who had the lead in the junior class play. "Maybe this weekend." "OK I can wait," replied Jake who now knew that he might find Susie home alone and get a chance to pin her until she said uncle. With that he saw Cathy shooting a dagger look at him and hurried off before she got mad and embarrassed him in front of the whole school again. At least Judy did not seemed to have bragged about her victory over him and he didn't think she would. After school Jake hurried home and quickly changed and walked down to Judy and Susie's house where he found the cute little eighth grader just coming out of the house. She was dressed in shorts and a halter-top and smiled as she saw Jake walking up. "Hi, Jake, recovered from losing to my sister," she inquired? Obviously Judy had told someone but Jake had known them both for a long time and was fairly certain that they wouldn't spread it about the neighborhood. "There was nothing to recover from," declared the flustered boy. "She just got lucky." "That's not what I heard," responded the younger girl who was not yet out of her tomboy phase. "Want to give me a chance to get lucky," grinned the spunky girl. "I bet I could take you too." With this challenge Jake now had his chance and quickly responded. "All right, I guess you need a lesson." "I'll take it easy on you, but you're going to say uncle before I'm through," the seemingly confident boy informed the small girl who was eight inches shorter and 60lbs lighter than he was. We'll see who says uncle," Susie responded as she turned back into the house. "Come on let see what you've got." Jake followed her into the house hopeful that this would give him a chance to exorcise his demons but also excited at the opportunity of wrestling with, and perhaps losing to, this small, young girl. With these conflicting thoughts Jake went into the front room and helped Susie push back the furniture. "Lets arm-wrestle first," suggested Susie, following up on her request of the previous afternoon. "OK," responded Jake, lying down and putting up his left hand. "Hey, aren't you left-handed," challenged the young girl? "I'm right- handed." "This isn't fair." "We'll go with both hands but if you want to concede left-handed that's OK," Jake challenged his opponent. In response Susie grasped his lager hand with her smaller one and said, "Lets go." "On three," ordered Jake who then immediately and quickly counted to three and pushed hard against his small opponent. Susie was not quite ready and therefore Jake got her arm down more than halfway before she began to press back, temporarily halting his progress toward victory. Jake was surprised that Susie had the strength to stop him but he now had too much leverage. So, putting his superior weight into his push, he was able to slowly, but much too slowly really, push Susie's arm down to the carpet. That really wasn't fair, thought Susie. First he goes with his stronger arm against my weaker one and then he starts before I was ready. But, she realized, he still had a hard time and I'll be ready next time. So, saying nothing about Jake's fast start she put up her right hand and looked challenging at Jake. "Come on lets go, Jake", she said to the bigger boy as he slowly put up his right hand and took hold of hers. "That's just the first arm." As Jake counted to three Susie tightened her arm so that when the push came from Jake she was able to hold him level. Then, looking him straight in the eye, and with her small but well defined muscles standing out in an arm that actually looked larger than her older sisters, she began to push and ever so slowly began to force Jake's arm down. This can't be happening, thought Jake. Judy said I was stronger so I must not be trying. With that thought he put on a mighty burst of force and brought Susie's progress to a halt. But now the tables were reversed and Jake's arm was halfway down and try as he might, he could not budge the smaller girl's arm back. After a few minutes during which Jake tired himself out and Susie seemed to rest, Susie said, "that enough of this" and, with a burst of power of her own, slammed Jake's hand to the floor. "That's one a piece," exclaimed the triumphant young girl. "Want to try one more Jake," she asked? "I'll even go left-handed again, just to give you a fair chance." "OK," replied the confused boy, now back in his conflicted state of shame mixed with pleasure at being defeated once again by now an even smaller, younger and supposedly weaker girl. At least Judy had said Susie was weaker than she was, and than Jake was, but he wasn't so sure. Susie had felt every bit a strong as Judy and had clearly out-muscled him. But here again he couldn't be sure his body was full responding to what his conscious mind told it to do. With these thoughts coursing through his mind and his body sending its clear signal of pleasure, Jake grasped Susie's small left hand. On the count of three both started pushing with all their might and Jake was beside himself as he watched his arm being slowly forced down under the push of Susie's smaller, but tight and well defined, arm. In desperation Jake locked the muscles of his arm, stopping Susie about a quarter of the way down. With his arm locked she could not move his arm further but he could not bring her arm up either. They were at stalemate and neither one was going to concede so, after a few minutes, Jake suggested that they call it a draw and Susie reluctantly agreed, pointing out that it was Jake's not her arm that was part way down. Rising to her knees and looking down at the still prone Jake, Susie said, "OK, if it's still all even, lets wrestle to determine the winner." And she began to pull at Jake to get him to rise and wrestle her. Jake got to his knees, towering over the smaller girl and, put his hands on her shoulders, said "lets go," and began pushing her back onto the carpet. Before Susie could respond Jake had her on her back and had gingerly straddled her small waist and pinned her arms to the ground with his hands encircling her little wrists. "Now I've got you little girl," exalted the bigger boy. "There is now way you can get out of this." But Susie didn't just lie there or surrender as Jake thought she would. Rather she began to squirm and move her arms around trying to un-lodge the bigger, heavier boy. As she squirmed Jake had more and more trouble holding her arms still and she finally was able to overbalance her larger opponent and push him off of her. Jake rolled onto his side with his hands still grasping Susie's wrists and tried to get her in a scissors hold as Susie rolled him onto his back and came to her knees between his legs. However his legs did not go around her waist but her hips while Susie, with surprising strength, twisted her arms outward and down, breaking Jakes grip on her wrists. Before he could react the lithe young girl had pushed his legs apart, moved up onto his stomach and grabbed his wrists. She now had him pinned in the exact position Jake had occupied just minutes earlier. "Gotcha Jake," she bragged as he struggled to throw her off. "You want to give up now," she smirked, looking down at the bigger boy trying to get loose from this small girl perched on top of him. "No way do you have me," Jake told her as he pushed up with both his body and his arms, trying to un-lodge this little girl. But it wasn't easy. Even though Susie only weighed 110lbs. Jake found it harder to push her arms up than it was to bench press a much greater weight. He was finally able, by both pushing with his arms and bucking with his body, to roll Susie off to his right side. As she rolled off Susie, rather than trying to hold both of Jake's wrists, grabbed his right wrist with both hands and, as Jake started to sit up snaked her short, shapely legs around his narrow waist. Locking her small feet she tightened her legs around Jake and stretched out his right arm under her prone body and began twisting his wrist. Jake was once again on his back and trapped in a double hold. Try as he might, he could not break either hold. He attempted to separate her legs with his free hand but could not; all he could do was feel the firm muscles in her calves as they squeezed him with exquisite pressure. They were not painful like Cathy's or maybe even as strong as Judy's, but they could hold him and he knew he would never forget the site or the feel of those dainty little feet crossed at the ankles with those hard, shapely calf muscles pressing into his stomach. Nor could he get his right arm free as Susie had it stretched straight out and was partially laying on it while twisting his wrist. Neither hold was painful enough to make him surrender and what pain she was inflicting was far outweighed by the pleasure he was getting from his subordinate position. He was once again enjoying being held helpless by a smaller girl. "Now I've gotcha and you can't deny it Jake," exalted his young aggressor. "And you're not getting out till you give up," declared Susie as she increased the pressure. But still Jake wouldn't surrender. "Come on Jake, give up," ordered Susie. "I'm not letting you loose until you do." "No surrender," replied Jake, his voice tight with the strain from the pressure of the young girl's strong legs. "I guess we'll have to call it a draw, just like we did the last arm-wrestle." "You wish," retorted the frustrated young girl. "I got loose when you had me and now I've got you and you can't get loose." "That means that I win no matter what you say" she defiantly declared. "I only lose if I give up and I'm not going to do that," replied Jake as he continued to enjoy being trapped between Susie's legs. "You're pretty strong but not strong enough to make me give," Jake informed her. "We'll see about that," Susie responded as she let go of her scissors and, still holding his right arm, braced her right foot against his back and pushed him onto his stomach. Rolling over and sitting on his back she twisted his sore right arm up between his shoulder blades, bring a cry of pain from Jake. "Not so easy now is it Jake," she asked as she grabbed his free arm and, using both hands while her body held his right arm firmly pushed up in an unnatural position, twisted his left arm behind his back. "Now I've really got you Jake," she exclaimed with joy. "You're completely helpless and I'm just going to sit here and twist your arms till you give up." She then began to apply more pressure and Jake, with no leverage, really was completely helpless. In addition her hold was starting to make his arms go numb and her bouncing around with her butt on his back and butt was bringing him closer to a climax. He still loved where he was but now knew he had to give up or Susie would keep him in this position till her Mom got home and then there would be trouble. "OK, OK, I give, just let me go," pleaded the beaten boy. "You win this time." "Don't give me this "˜this time' stuff, Jake," ordered the victorious Susie. "You know I beat you after you had me down and were on top," she pointedly reminded her defeated opponent. "You lost fair and square and I don't want to hear about me being lucky or anything like that." "I'm not going to let you up till you admit that I fairly and completely defeated you," Susie informed her overwhelmed opponent, giving his sides a squeeze with her knees. "How do like it that you can't do anything until this little, younger girl lets you," she asked giving his arms another push? "OK, you won fair and square and not by luck," admitted the beaten Jake. "And I hate the idea that you're in control," he lied, knowing now that he loved it. With that Susie rose triumphantly from Jake's back but he just continue to lay there with his hands still behind his back. They had gone numb under Susie's pressure and he could not get them untwisted. "Susie, could you help me with my arms," he pleaded. "Boy you are beaten," she responded as she pulled his arms back from his back and half lifted him from the floor. "I'm sorry Jake," she said. "I didn't mean to hurt you," she apologized to the beaten boy. "I was just having fun and didn't know I was this much stronger than you." "I don't think you are that strong," replied Jake. "Things just got carried away." "Where did you learn to wrestle like that," he asked? "I don't really know," she replied. " I've wrestled with Judy a few times but never had a chance with her, she would just sit on me till I gave up." "I have seen the boys at school wrestle around and I guess I just was copying what I saw." "well you pretty good at it, complimented Jake. "I'm not so sure she can beat you after what I've experienced the last two days. You're every bit as strong as she is, maybe stronger," he told the smiling young girl. "Gee, thanks Jake," Susie replied proudly. "I might just give her a try." "It was sure fun wrestling you though," she told him. Can we do it again? I promise to go easier on you next time." "Sure, anytime Susie," replied Jake, as he experienced both a feeling of humiliation and a thrilling tingling in his loins at Susie's condescending superiority. "You wont have to go easier. Next time it will be you who gives up, not me," Jake bragged, knowing that this was not true. He had had all the advantages this time and been out muscled by this smaller, and he was sure, weaker girl. A situation that wasn't going to change the next time he wrestled Susie or any other girl. He still didn't know if he was really weaker or if his so enjoying a girl's apparent superiority caused him to not be able to use his full strength even when he was sure he was trying his hardest. But he did know that he enjoyed this too much to stop. Maybe when he began to have real sex with a girl (he was still a virgin) he would lose this urge. But for now he got too much pleasure to stop. He would just have to live with him secret and the confusion and shame it caused. With these thoughts in his mind he told his smiling young Victress he'd see her later and left for home, anticipating the night to come, when he could replay his afternoon's experience of being conquered by this young teenage girl.