Love in a Nursing home. Ecoplen@aol.com Shelia and Jon, forbidden love in a Nursing Home. Her name was Sheila and his was Jon. She was 30 years his senior but neither minded that. She's a bit confused and he's a cripple, both in wheelchairs. They know they'll never be able to love as normal folks do. The Nursing Home wouldn't allow it even if she was able to consent to it, she isn't. She wasn't able, Jon knew that. She came into Jon room because she had seen him kissing another resident, She wondered what it would be like to kiss him even though she was his senior by about 30 years. She suspected the age would make little difference to Jon, she knew the other lady was 25 years his senior. She reasoned what would 5 years mean. She decided to go for it, one afternoon she ventured intoi his room. He met her at the door. She offered her hand to him, and Jon did exactly what she expected him to do as she had seen him do countless times before, he took her hand and almost as a reflect, he raised it to his lips and kissed it. The tingling she had longed for went right up her arm to her face which redden slighty. Then she kissed his hand back and on the lips, he hadn't expected that. An expected move, what occurred next made Jon take notice. She raised her shirt exposing two rather long and dangling breast. He cupped the one in his left hand, the only one that worked and drew it toward his now pursed lips and kissed it. It sent chills down to her crotch which she hadn't felt for years. Then Jon covered her back up. He was afraid of being descovered. Then he kissed her on the month, amove he dosen't usually do on the first encounter, this was different. She had instigated it. The nurses and the aids all thought the same thing. They all think, as all do, that all, people who are in the walking world or the walker, that all of these old folks are incapable of any passion, and in most cases thyt're right. They are right in most cases because of the difficulty of finding a willing party or the privacy to kiss or even to hold hands. They act as if they all come from emaculate Conception. They act as if when a person is a wheelchair user become asexual, suddlely. There right about sexual activity, most have given up, which makes it even harder because they say no rather then be try again. Jon and Shelia try again much to the discuss of the Nurses and the Social Services Department. They start threating him with involuntary release. He backs off. It was apparent to Jon she was confuse, that was apparent when she showed off her breast to Jon. He knew then and there: there would be no copulation's. Her lips were so inviting, even though he knew he risked involuntary release from the Nursing Home he took the chance anyway. He had covered her back up, She gave him a sheepist look, she was embarassed at what she had done. She understood what she had done and was embarassed but glad she had picked Jon. That's why he went ahead meeting her, because she demonstrated thinking of what she had done. They meet in his room or in the hallway, it didn't matter. Occasionally they meet in the dinning room, anywhere they could steal a kiss. They held hands, how the rubbing of their arms got started, he doesn't know but that was there demise. They took so much pleasure in the rubbing of there arms it was almost erotic. Neither of them had an experience like that in years. He nearly climax in his pants and she felt it too. They were both strangely relaxed after the rubbing of the arms. It must have shown on there faces. It was the relaxing of years of sexual tension. That's why he argues that even if a person is confused they have some needs. Just got to have someone who is thoughtful and concerned for their safety, as he was. Jon didn't expect her to have wild sex with him, she was too frail and tiny, he'd of broke her if they had. They just wanted to continue to hold hands, as they had done and enjoy one another's company. Occasionally he would run my hand up to her shoulder as she did him. They were right, it was, it was as if they had sex. I know it inpossible for you to imagine. It was like she rubbed had handled his penis, he could feel the glow on her face. He couldn't have done any better if he'd licked her clit. Niether were possible for them I guess that's what made it feel so good to both of them. Guess that's is why they, the Nursing Staff, disapproved of it so. The staff including the Social Services Department started a scare plan on Jon. It worked! In the last 3 weeks of her life he only got to be with her once or twice. They were discussing his dismissal from the Nursing Home, so he backed off. And now she's gone. She said she loved Jon, she told him so. The Nursing and Social Services go merrily on there way wrecking lives. They will be old someday, then they'll be facing the samething. Wonder if they will be able to remember this, and maybe they'll understand then, it will be to late then. They will be part of the system by then, to late to do anything. It goes on and on. I so tired of fighting this, I've been in this wheelchair for over 8 years and a resident here for 4 years. Its like I been locked away and forgotten. The only way out of here is to die!!!!!! The staff including the Social Services Department started a scare plan on Jon. It worked! In the last 3 weeks of her life he only got to be with her once or twice. They were discussing his dismissal from the Nursing Home, so he backed off. And now she's gone. She said she loved Jon, she told him so. The Nursing and Social Services go merrily on there way wrecking lives. They will be old someday, then they'll be facing the samething. Wonder if they will be able to remember this, and maybe they'll understand then, it will be to late then. They will be part of the system by then, to late to do anything. It goes on and on. I so tired of fighting this, I've been in this wheelchair for over 8 years and a resident here for 4 years. Its like I been locked away and forgotten. The only way out of here is to die!!!!!!