Susan wrestles Ned By Counselor Younger sister competes with, defeats and makes slave of brother. I counseled with both the young woman and the young man in this story, but much later after they had reached their late 20s. Thus, what is told depends on their memories and that of their mother. Jim Walter tossed a perfect spiral toward his 13-year-old son, Ned, who envisioned himself on his way to score the winning touchdown. As Ned stretched out his hands for the catch, 11-year-old Susan, who had been watching, suddenly darted in front of him, intercepted the football and streaked away. Angered Ned gave chase, and, catching her, wrestled her to the ground while he struggled for the ball. He had nearly succeeded in pulling it from her when Susan surprised him by letting go of the ball and turning furiously on him. Her assault rolled Ned over on his back with Susan on top. As he dropped the ball to fight back, she reached over him trying to grab it. Concentrating now fully on Susan, Ned pushed her up and off him. As he did so, he found himself looking up from under the bottom of her loose fitting shirt at two protuberances on her chest. The view was instantaneous and then gone. He reversed his effort and had another look. Yes, they were there. Then he fought her. Their bodies strained against each other as he gained the upper hand, forcing her down on her back. Something strange was going on between his legs. Never had he felt anything like this; a pressure was building up in his most private place. Maybe it was going to burst. He pulled away and picked up the ball, breathing hard. This brother and sister had roughhoused many times before, but here was something new, exciting and disturbing. Since it was a school night, the now 14-year-old Ned and his sister, Susan, were sent upstairs to study. Before Ned settled down, 10 year-old Ronnie sneaked up behind him and ran his fingers between the cheeks of his brother's buttox. "The great divide!" Ronnie yelled gleefully running away. "Don't you goose me!" Ned shouted and catching him in three strides, pushed him to the floor, kneeled beside him and began a spanking. "Help! Help!" Ronnie cried, imploring Susan to rescue him. After a moment’s indecision, she threw herself on top of Ned, causing him to collapse down on Ronnie. Quickly she grabbed his right wrist with both her hands and began to pull it back with all her might, twisting. By the time Ned had figured out what was going on, she had his arm back far enough that she had all the leverage she needed to go further, to force his wrist upwards completing a hammerlock. Ned managed to rise partially causing her to slide to her left. She kept her grip on his wrist and, finding her legs around his waist, locked her ankles. She straightened her legs while continuing to force his wrist up between his shoulder blades. Ned still lying on top of Ronnie, struggled as hard as he could but could not dislodge Susan. In fact, he was getting more trapped as she pushed his wrist higher and continued to straighten her legs around his now compressed abdomen. They both realized she had trapped him, Susan with glee and Ned with dismay. As Ronnie pulled himself out from under his older brother, Susan, continuing to hold Ned's wrist with one hand, reached back with the other and ran her fingers between the cheeks of Ned's buttox. "The great divide!" she called out triumphantly. Ned made a stupendous effort to twist and turn, anything to get loose, but nothing worked. Susan merely tightened her legs and increased his pain by pushing his wrist even higher between his shoulder blades. As she felt his struggles subside, the excitement of being in control overcame her. She reached for his cleft again and ran her fingers along it. "Annnn..d......the grrr....eat dee......vide!" Ned saw Ronnie looking at him quizzically. "I don't fight girls," he gasped out. He now lay still hoping that he had convinced Ronnie that he was in this position only because he refused to fight a girl. Susan liked the feeling of her legs around her brother of being able to do to him what she wanted. She ran her fingers up his cleft a third time, unknowingly causing Ned's penis to harden. Susan felt good, totally in control. She spanked him on his buttox a couple of times and then ran her fingers once again between the cheeks. He offered no resistance now. Her breathing speeded up, but not from the exertion. "I won’t fight you," was all Ned could think of to say. "I will not fight a girl." Susan was reluctant to let him go, but she did. She unlocked her ankles and got up, finally letting go of his wrist. She was still excited, breathing harder than ever. The struggle with Ned had felt good. Ned rolled partly on his side as nonchalantly as he could, preparing to get up. On an impulse Susan grabbed his shoulder, rolled him on his back and plopped her rear end on his chest. Instinctively, Ned's hands went up. She seized then both and pushed them down and leaning forward pinned him to the rug. What to do? Ned could hardly fight her now after what he had said about not fighting a girl. He lay still, not resisting. Now he was more conscious of her. He could smell her sweet breath and see the long hair close to his face. The involuntary hardening between his legs increased almost unbearably. "Give up?" "No, I don't give up. This isn't fair because I'm not fighting." "You're pinned." "No, I'm not." He had been, but now he raised his left shoulder. Susan moved herself forward on him so that her knees were on his shoulders. Ned's arousal increased even more as her bare legs came closer to his face. He raised his knees to hide his hardness. Then she put her weight on her knees. It was painful. Ned felt an uncomfortable knotting in his stomach. If only Ronnie weren't watching. He kept his left shoulder up as long as he could, then raised his right. In less than a minute more both were on the rug. "Now you're pinned. Give up?" "No. It's not fair. I am not fighting you." "I win!" Susan stood up, pulled back her hair and headed for her room. "We did you let her do that?" Ronnie asked, concerned. "Cause when you get to be my age, you don't fight with girls." "But you used to." "That was when I was younger." Ned pretended to study, but he could think of nothing but what had just happened. He was aroused and he was mortified. He could feel the pressure in his penis. Why had he let her pin him? He should have thrown her off, but then she and Ronnie would have known that she had had him trapped earlier. In his memory he could still smell her. He tightened his buttox thinking of her fingers sliding over his ass hole. And she had spanked him. He could feel his embarrassment as the blood suffused his face and the sweat broke out. "Oh, it was awful, awful, awful." What if someone heard of it? All he could say was, "I wouldn't fight her because she is a girl." Why was she getting to him? Why was he so hard? He wanted to wrestle her, to feel her body against his. Ned was more miserable than ever before in his life. As the days went by, Ned's normal happy frame of mind returned for most of the time, but he continued to have moments of despair as he thought of his defeat and moments of arousal as he thought of how their bodies had been locked together as she held him. He was more aware of her now as a young woman with breasts. Neither Ronnie nor Susan had said anything about the episode. Ned knew that he had to fight her. There was nothing else but to show her and himself that he was the better, but he did not want Ronnie there and Ronnie was always around. Susan also had mixed feelings. Wrestling with Ned and running her hand over him had been very stimulating. It gave her what she came to call "the feeling." In her imagination she could still feel her legs around him and frequently, just before she dropped off to sleep, she locked her ankles, just as she had that night. She moved her hand as though running her fingers between his buttox. Some one had goosed her once and she had not liked it and would never let anyone do that to her, but Ned had not resisted even that. Her reverie aroused strong emotions, emotions tinged with excitement, danger and a vague sense of wrongdoing. Ned's chance came late one afternoon three weeks after the episode when his mother took Ronnie to the doctor and his father was out of town. Susan was sitting at her desk doing arithmetic. Ned came up behind her and tipped back her chair. He held the chair for a moment and then let the back of it down to the rug. Before she could get up, Ned was on top of her. The two struggled, Ned trying to hold her down, Susan trying to escape. As they rolled this way and that, Susan managed to raise herself by holding on to the seat of the chair. Then she twisted and Ned lost his grip. In an instant she had turned on her unbalanced brother pushing him on his back. Now Susan was on top trying to pin him. Ned felt fear surging through him as he struggled to free himself. Susan tried to sit on him so that she could put pressure on his shoulders. It was a mistake. Ned rolled on his front and, pulling his knees underneath him, managed to shake free of her. Both scrambled to their feet and faced each other. There was no charade now about not fighting. The boy and the girl were ready to give their all. To an outsider Ned would seem to have the advantage. At 5'6" he was 2 inches taller than Susan and outweighed her by 5 pounds, 120 compared with 115, but she soon proved to be the quicker. Ned tried for a headlock, but Susan pulled free, slid behind him and locked her arms around his chest. She tried to throw him and then to trip him, but he managed to stay on his feet. After several tries she got the throw and the trip timed and down he went prone with Susan on top. She tried to turn him over on to his back, but he squirmed away. She tried again and again. Both were tiring now. Ned tried to get to his knees, but she moved her body across him with all her weight on his upper back, his shoulders and his head, her arms wrapped around his neck and left shoulder. "The feeling" was strong now. She rubbed her breasts against his back and then squeezed him harder. They lay that way for a while, Ned trapped and unable to move and Susan not knowing how to take advantage of her position. Ned, who had been too busy to think of Susan as a girl, now began to experience again the close presence of a girl's body against his and the tightness of her arms. His member stiffened. This was not good. "Enough for now. I have to cut the grass." he said. "We've roughhoused a little and neither of us got pinned." Susan released her grip and sat up breathing hard. They sat there recovering from the exertion and from the emotions that gripped them. As the weeks went by both youngsters longed for another go, but both had reservations. Upmost in Susan's mind was the exhilaration of holding her own against her big brother, the temptation of "the feeling" and the thrill of danger offset by a not-so-vague sense that she was doing something wrong. Ned, also, wanted the closeness, the straining of body against body, but he was worried about something else. His younger sister was better than he wanted to believe and had proved she could more than held her own. She was good. He had to admit it, not better than he certainly, but what if she beat him? What if his parents heard about it? What if Susan told? What if Ronnie knew that he had been unable to beat her up? He was nervous. About a month later, when they were home alone, Susan brushed against Ned and then pushed him playfully. When he pushed back she said, "Watch out, or I'll pin you." Ned felt a tightening in his abdomen and stiffening in his crotch. "Watch out or I'll pin you." He was already breathing hard. They closed, locking arms, trying to force each other, to gain an advantage. Ned reached for a headlock. He got his arm around her neck, but she pivoted so that he had no leverage. She countered by wrapping her arm around his neck as they both struggled for leverage. She got her right leg in front of his left, thereby gaining enough leverage to bring his head down. He pulled backwards, but she held on twisting. Ned reached down and pulled up her foot. Down they went, Ned still trapped in Susan's headlock. She applied pressure with all her strength, twisting his neck and forcing him over on his back. He thrashed but could not free himself. He tried to pry apart her hands, but he could not get his hands in good position. Held like this with his face pressing into her breast was arousing. He felt a throbbing in his penis. "I win!" "I'm not pinned." "You can't get away." "You haven't pinned me." "Give up." "Are you kidding?" She twisted further trying to get her weight on his shoulders. She shifted this way and that, but could not bring both shoulders to the rug at the same time. Ned felt her breast rub against his face. Aroused but unable to break free, he concentrated on keeping both shoulders off the rug. He would not let his sister win this fight no matter what. "The feeling" was strong in Susan. She noted an unwonted stirring between her legs. Alarmed by her own emotions, she broke off, rose to her knees brushing back her hair. Ned sat up, looking at her, knowing she had nearly beaten him, but strangely aroused, wanting to wrestle his body against hers again. "We're pretty evenly matched," he said and was immediately ashamed of his duplicity. But Susan took his remark as a compliment. "Do you think so. I've never pinned you except once when you weren't fighting. I never know if you're trying your hardest." "Well, I don't always try my hardest," he muttered, blushing in shame at his lie. Susan looked at him. For the first time it occurred to her that maybe she really was more that just lucky, maybe he was really trying as hard as he could, maybe she was better than he was, maybe she could beat him if she really tried. Over the next school year they wrestled at least every few weeks and occasionally two or even three days in a row. Susan was always the instigator, always when no one else was home. Ned tried to start a match a couple of times, but it did not work unless Susan was ready. She would just turn away and say something like, "I'm busy." Only when Susan had "the feeling" would she wrestle. She had noticed Ned's hardness and his way of drawing up his knees to hide it. She knew now that she could bring it on and liked the feeling of pressing against his erect member. She even fought so as to bring it against her body. The matches were different now. Susan was on the attack trying for the pin which to her meant victory. Ned never turned down her invitations even when he wished he could, for he did not want her to think that he was afraid of her. He both longed for and dreaded their battles. They were very sexy (He used that word now to himself.), but he feared being pinned. Neither of them knew much about wrestling holds; so they improvised as they went along. Susan had become the better wrestler; she was on top most of the time, but did not know how to complete the pin. Although, as she became more skillful, she came increasingly close to winning. A couple of times when he thought she might get him, Ned escaped by making excuses to stop the fight. Finally it happened. Susan had thrown Ned onto his back. When he tried to roll over, she maneuvered her body across his so that she was over his upper body with her left arm around his neck and her right arm through his crotch and around his left leg. It was a very good hold that she had achieved partly because she wanted to feel her arm against his hardness. As it was Ned was trapped. She put all her weight on his shoulders. He kept up first one and then the other, but he was tiring. "Wait. I forgot I was supposed to make a phone call." Susan did not reply, for she now recognized his excuses. As she kept up the pressure, fear seized Ned. He strained with all of his might. Now both shoulders were up. Their bodies strained against each other. Neither moved. Thirty seconds, forty-five seconds, sixty seconds. Nothing happened. Then, all at once, his shoulders went down. He raised them again. Ten seconds, fifteen seconds and then they went down again. Once more he raised them, but it was all he could do. They went down for good. Susan held him for several moments more and then got up. She had achieved her long sought goal. "I win!" she cried. Ned sat up. "You had a good hold. I shouldn't have let you get it." Susan smiled at him radiantly, happy in the knowledge of her victory. Ned tossed and turned that night. He felt nervous and very unhappy; sleep was far away. The more he thought about the last match, the worse he felt. What had he been doing, wrestling a girl anyway? It hadn't really been a fair match. He had been too aroused. What should he do? He would like to pin her; he imagined doing so, but he was not totally unrealistic. What if she pinned him again? What would he say then? He thought of her smile. That bitch, she had started it. Why did she want to try to be better than her brother? In the next days, he avoided her as much as possible. He went out of his way not to be at home alone with her for fear she would challenge him. However, as the days went by, Ned convinced himself that what had happened had been an accident. The next time he would go all out and beat her. He started exercising to get himself in good shape. He rehearsed the upcoming fight over and over in his mind. He was ready for anything she might try. He planned to get his body across hers to force her shoulders down. Susan was anxious for another go. When "the feeling" was on her, she tried to get Ned to wrestle, but he managed to avoid her or give an excuse. He was waiting this time until he was ready. That time came about six weeks later. They were home alone. Susan had just come into the upstairs sitting room. Ned knew in a glance that she was ready. Without a word they closed, holding each others arms, testing. Susan moved in close, grabbing him around the waist, lifting. She locked her ankle around his and down he went with her on top. She moved cross-wise trying for the pin, while Ned struggled to turn. Her grip slipped and he managed to turn onto his stomach. They fought on, but Susan had lost her best chance. She maintained her advantage, but could not achieve the pin. Finally she pulled away. They sat for a moment together dripping with perspiration and breathing heavily. "Enough for today," Ned said. She nodded. Neither was totally satisfied, however. Ned was pleased she had not pinned him and more determined than ever to pin her. Susan was dissatisfied with her inability to achieve another victory. Both were ready for another go. In the next two months they had a total of ten matches that settled the matter. Susan dominated in the first three matches but was unable to achieve a pin. She won the fourth, holding him with a wristlock while she put her full weight on his shoulders. Continuing to improve, she pinned Ned in matches six, eight, nine and ten, her confidence growing and Ned’s plummeting with each of her victories. After the tenth battle there was a two-month moratorium, seemingly by mutual consent. Neither challenged the other. Susan was happy and relaxed. She did not worry about Ned's reaction, in fact, she hardly thought of how he might feel. At first he was numb. He tried not to think about Susan at all, avoiding being alone with her. The last thing in the world he wanted to do was to fight her. As the weeks went by, however, his numbness was replaced by anger. It was her fault. She had started it all, just to humiliate him. He hated her. He wished he could get even. After two months of absence "the feeling" came over Susan stronger than she had ever experienced it. It grew the next day as there was no opportunity of being alone with Ned. Finally on the third day Susan arrived home from school still wearing her school uniform, a green and blue plaid skirt and white blouse to find the rest of the family gone. Ned was lying on the floor watching television. She rolled him over and sat on his chest. Ned felt fear rising in his belly. He would not fight her. While he was thinking of an excuse, Susan took hold of his unresisting wrists, and pressing them to the floor and pinned him. "You’re pinned!" "So?" "Give up?" "No. I'm not fighting." Just then the phone rang. Susan got up to answer it. Ned heard, with relief, that she was talking with Jennifer. As the conversation went on, his racing heart slowed. What should he do? Should he escape, perhaps get up and leave the house? No, he would not run; the only solution was just not to fight her. He was angry with her and angry with himself. He clenched his fists and then distracted himself by again watching television, still lying on his back. He got caught up in the show and did not hear her hang up. Susan approached from his head. She knelt down putting her knees on his shoulders and covered his face with the lower part of her skirt. That was too much for the surprised Ned. He erupted with all his strength, turning to the right. He dislodged Susan so that she fell to her right. Almost without thinking she locked her legs around the upper part of his neck and his head so that his face was pointing directly into her butt. She straightened her legs, squeezing hard. As Susan's thighs closed around Ned's ears, they shut out all sound, isolating from the rest of the world. All his eyes could see were her panties less than two inches away. But in his isolation there was one powerful sensation, a smell, new, different, elemental, frightening. Ned tried to pull away and to get up, but he could not. Then he knew panic. The smell was most fearful; it surrounded him in his silent prison. He wanted out. He tapped on Susan's thigh. "Let me up." When nothing happened, he added, "If you're saying anything, I can't hear. I can't hear!" Susan heard the quaver in his voice. "The feeling" took complete hold of her. She reached back and grabbed Ned's hair, pulling him vigorously deeper into her butt. Ned's heart was pounding; he was helpless as she pulled him still closer into that fearful odor. While holding him by his hair, she quickly loosened her legs enough to uncover one ear. "Give up?" She straightened her locked legs again shutting him off from all sound. The answer was immediate. "OK! I give! I give!" When nothing happened, he repeated, "I give up! I give up! I really do!" Susan unlocked her ankles and quickly swung herself around, pushed him prone and sat on his chest. She pinned his now unresisting wrists to the rug and slid forward putting her knees on his shoulders. Again she covered his face with her skirt as though that were a display of her mastery. Again it was too much for Ned. He erupted in rage, convulsing his body rolling her off. As she slid to the side, her legs were again in the right place. She grabbed his hair with her right hand and locked both legs around his neck so that now he was looking straight into her lower abdomen. She pulled her skirt down so that the material bunched pressing into his face so that he was afraid it might suffocate him. The panic, which even in his rage had never left him, intensified. "Give up?" "I already gave." His voice was muffled. "Give up again." "OK." "Say it!" "All right. I give up." "The feeling" was stronger than ever Susan. She had an urge to lie on him, to feel his body against hers, beneath her, and his hardness. She unlocked her ankles, rolled him on his back and stretched herself on top of him. Ned's heart was racing. He did not resist now, but he readied himself. Susan felt no hardness, for Ned was now not in the least aroused. Almost automatically she hooked her legs around his in a grapevine hold and began to apply pressure, spreading his legs, bringing her pubis against his. Ned was trapped and painfully so. She was angry with him now; in her victory she wanted to feel his maleness. Rhythmically she began to pump up and down. He tried to roll over, but there was nothing he could do. Ned grit his teeth to stop from crying out. "Give up?" "Please. I already gave, twice." "Give up again." Ned wanted to escape more than anything else in the world. Tears were coming into his eyes. The pumping was driving him crazy. "OK. I give." Susan climbed off him awed and disoriented by her success. She was lightheaded and gasping for air. As she got herself under control, she saw Ned slowly pulling himself into a sitting position. She reached out to help him, but he shrank from her. Somehow his fear angered her: she could hardly restrain herself from throwing herself on him again and pushing him to the floor, from sitting on top of him and making him give up again and again. The force of her emotion frightened her. Ned sensed her aggressive feelings. He sat still, shrinking back within himself, not wanting to provoke her. The sat quietly for what seemed several minutes recovering from their exertions and their emotions. As Ned rose, Susan broke the silence, "I won and you gave up." Ned, wanting neither to provoke her or to admit to anything, answered, "Yeah. You really caught me off guard and got some good holds." Susan's fright at her own emotions had not completely driven "the feeling" out of her; she stood up and reaching around him ran her fingers up and down the cleft between his buttox. "The great divide!" The fact that he did not resist confirmed her triumph. Over the next few weeks Susan replayed the battle in her mind. She could hardly believe she had actually made her older brother give up. The memory was exciting. What a blast! Just to think that she could do it! She was irritated that he kept making excuses, but did not have any particular desire to prove her mastery again. The challenge had been met. At the same time she developed an interest in a boy in her class named Cal. Her friends began to tease her about her new interest, which both embarrassed and pleased her. Ned was crushed. His younger sister had beaten him. That was bad enough, but it was worse that he had given up. He hated himself for that. He had a hard time sleeping at night and would wake up with nightmares about being chased. After a few weeks he awoke from a wet dream. He had been wrestling Susan. They were pressing against each other; he seemed to be winning. He awoke to a happy feeling, but soon realized to his chagrin that it was all a dream. The family including three grandparents gathered to celebrate Ned's fifteenth birthday dinner. His grandfather said, "I used to get a spanking on my birthday, one spank for each year." "Ned spanked me when I was eight," Ronnie chimed in. After dinner and birthday cake, Ronnie ran up behind Ned and gave him a swat. As Ned turned, Ronnie gave him another one. Ned grabbed Ronnie and leaning over so that his body formed an inverted L began to return the spanking. Susan, perhaps with a desire to show off, joined the fray. She approached Ned from the left side, looped her left arm under Ned's neck and pulled her forearm up against his Adam's apple. At the same time she leaned on his upper torso, pushing it down and put her right leg in front of his legs. Thus she immobilized Ned so that he could not move up or down, forwards or backwards. He did put both hands on her left forearm, trying to hold it down to relieve the pressure on his Adam's apple, but he was afraid to make any other move for fear of having to fight her in front of the whole family. He could not control his trembling. Holding him, Susan began to spank, counting "One... two... three...." Ned was too afraid of Susan to try to resist or to move. "Four...five....six....seven..." Ned was miserable, not knowing what to do. He blurted out as well as he could given the pressure on the front of his neck, "It's not fair. I'm not fighting." "Eight.... nine.... ten.... eleven.... twelve...." "Susan, that's enough," her mother said. "Thirteen.... fourteen.....fifteen...and one to grow on..sixteen." Susan released him. Ned straightened, red faced. "I wouldn't fight her because she's a girl." The words had just come out. He dreaded Susan's rebuttal. What would she say? Susan just smiled saying nothing. "It wasn’t fair. I didn't try." Ned continued, desperately looking for support and sympathy. "All right," said his father. "Party's over. Time's up. Go upstairs children and start your home work." The goodnights were said and the children trooped upstairs. Two days later Ned's mother, Caroline, called him into her bedroom. "Ned," she began. "You are a wonderful young man. I am proud that you do not bully your little sister and that you do not fight girls. That is fine, but you have to be able to defend yourself. I don't think you should have let Susan spank you the other night. You did not have to hit her or spank her, but you didn't have to let her spank you that way in front of people. You're grandparents don't understand. They think she shamed you, but I explained you were just being overly chivalrous." Ned blushed. He stammered. "I'm sorry. I thought I was doing the right thing in not fighting her." "Don't worry about it. Next time stand up for yourself. If you don't stand up for yourself, no one will do it for you." It was another week before Susan and Ned were alone. Ned said, morosely, "You didn't have to do what you did, you know." "I know." "Then why did you?" "Because I wanted to." "You just wanted to make me look bad." When she did not answer, he added, "Well, didn't you?" "No." "Well, you knew I wouldn't fight you and you took advantage of that." "I didn't know you wouldn't fight me and I didn't take advantage of anything." "You did too." "The feeling" swept through her. "I did not. Look, I'll spank you right now and you can fight me all you want." She took a step toward him. "Wait. I did not mean that." "What did you mean?" "I just meant I thought you took advantage of me, but, if you say you didn’t, you didn't" "You said it wasn't fair and now I'm ready to give you a fair chance." "I didn't say it wasn't fair." "Yes you did. That night." "Oh, then. I thought it wasn't then." "Well, what do you think now?" "I guess it was fair, but you didn't have to do it." Ned had turned crimson as the words came out. Susan had challenged him and he had backed off even though he was now 3 inches taller and 8 pounds heavier.. "Coward," he thought to himself. "Go get her," but he did nothing. His body remained still except he began to tremble. "Well," Susan taunted him. "Why don't you try to spank me?" When there was no answer, she added, "Go on! I dare you." Ned's crimson had drained out of his face to be replaced by pallor. "No. I don't want to." His voice was soft, almost a whisper. "All right. Then I'm going to spank you." She moved behind him, gave him two hard slaps on the buttox. Then she ran her fingers into his cleft. She liked the feeling of doing that and of his not resisting. She walked out of the room, leaving Ned totally demoralized. Almost a year later Caroline asked, "Well, Ned, what do you want for your birthday dinner?" The thought of his birthday evoked some of his old anxiety in Ned even though the two young people had had no physical contact since Susan had slapped his buttox and goosed him. Nor did they ever talk about their wrestling matches. They never even thought about the sexual feelings that those tussles had evoked. "Oh," he replied as casually as he could, "Chicken and potatoes." Susan's deviltry carried her away, "How about a birthday spanking?" "Not this year," Ned replied. "Susan made a face as though to challenge him, but he looked away. The next night when they were alone, Ned said, "Look, Susie, we've outgrown this spanking business." Calling her "Susie" was a mistake; Susan took it as a put down. "You may have out grown it, but I haven't." "Well, let's not spoil my sixteenth birthday. I'm only sixteen once, you know." "Then I'll have to spank you." "Why?" he asked with sinking heart. "'Cause you wont be sixteen again." The next evening Ned returned to the subject. "Susie, I have been thinking. Let's just forget about this spanking business." "You can if you want." "I, like, mean both of us, you and me." "No." "Susie, please, as a birthday present." "I already have your birthday present." "Please. I'll make you a deal." "What deal?" "Anything you want if you don't try this silly spanking thing." "You could be my slave." The idea had just popped into her head. He had called her his slave when she was nine years old and had made her get him a coke and some cookies. "That would be silly, too." As the day grew nearer, Ned could think of little else, but his impending birthday and Susan's threat to spank him. "Susie, you know we were kidding about my being your slave." "Yeah." "I'll be your slave and do anything you want for a whole hour, if you don't try to spank me on my birthday." "No." "Why not? You said..." "I didn't say anything about an hour." "How long do you want? A day?" "Until I free you." "I don't know when that would be." "That's right." "That's not fair." "You always say, 'That's not fair.'" "OK. OK.....I'll be your slave........only don't make it too long." "I won’t think it’s too long. Go get me a coke." "OK." "Say, 'Yes, Master.'" That was what Ned had made her say in the past. "Yes, Master." "Bow when you say it." He bowed, "Yes, Master." "Stay bowed." She walked around behind him. Suddenly she ran her fingers between his buttox, up over his ass hole and out. "The great divide." His body jerked. He felt his member harden. "Now get me the coke." He straightened up, turning from her, trying to hide his hardness. Oh shit. She was looking right at his crotch. He practically ran from the room. Then he went slowly down the stairs and into the kitchen, trying to take his mind off her goosing him, trying to calm himself down so that she would not see his erection when he returned. Slowly he climbed back up the stairs. "Here's your coke." "Thank you. Now bow and say, 'Your welcome.'" He bowed. "Your welcome." Then before she had time to say anything or get into his crack, he straightened. Susan, recognizing his strategy, laughed. "Bow down, slave, and stay down." He bowed again. She walked around, again ran her fingers between his buttox. She liked being able to do that to him. It put him in his place. Susan and Ned both kept his slavery a secret between the two of them. Ned dreaded anyone finding out. When the mood was on her, Susan teased him by exerting her control in front of others. When the children went in the car with either their mother or their father, Ned had always sat in the front. Susan had calmly announced, "I'll sit in front," and Ned had hopped dutifully in the back, hoping that his mother would not wonder why he gave in so easily. Another instance happened at school when Susan said in front of Jennifer, "Ned, I forgot my book or my sweater. Go get it for me." Ned's stock answer to an order in front of others was, "Sure. I was going that way anyway." Some of the girls thought Ned was the perfect brother and some of the boys that he was a wimp but no one ever guessed that Ned was totally under Susan's control. Their mother, Caroline, was the most suspicious. "Ned, its Susan's turn to wash the dishes. Why are you doing it again for her?" "Oh, I don't mind. She had to study." She looked at him quizzically. Ned felt a knotting in his stomach. What if his mother guessed? When occasionally Susan ordered him to wash her clothes, Ned tried to wait until his mother was out of the house and on more that one occasion, washed them by hand in the middle of the night. Most of the time, however, being Susan's slave was bearable, for she actually made few demands on him, especially after Ned became an expert in reading her moods. When she was in certain moods, he tried to stay as far away as possible, for it was dangerous for him to be around her. When she was in what he called "a calm mood," she would rarely ask him to do anything. Susan enjoyed their new roles. It was nice to have Ned to drive her, to do whatever she wanted him to. She liked Ned and did not mistreat him. She did not want to embarrass him in front of others although sometimes she couldn't resist tempting fate by gently ordering him to do something in public. She did not like to think about their fights or how he had become her slave. Certainly she repressed as far as she could the sexual feeling associated with their fights. For over two years they maintained their secret relationship. Ned filled out and believed that he could now defeat Susan if they ever wrestled again, for by now he outweighed her by 12 pounds, but when he thought about challenging her, it still made his stomach churn, for he knew how strong and quick she was. Moreover, if they fought at this age and she beat him, she might really humiliate him in front of others. Besides he had given his word. He never went back on his word; even if he did, there was the chance that she would say something and others would realize what had gone on between them. So he held his piece and continued Susan's always-obedient slave. In Ned's 17th summer the family drove north stopping each night at a motel. One evening they gathered around a swimming pool for an after supper swim. Ronnie was in especially high spirits. He tried to push Ned into the pool and then surprising Susan pushed her in. She turned her fall into a reasonable dive and coming up said, "I'll get you for that." She climbed our of the pool, picked up towel and began to dry herself. Suddenly she made a lunge for Ronnie who was by then almost her size. Ronnie twisted away, but she caught him and wrestled him to the ground. Ned, watching with his heart in his mouth, saw Susan quickly get the upper hand. Soon she was sitting on Ronnie's back, one hand holding him in a hammerlock and the other locked into his hair pulling his head back. Ned glanced at his parents who were watching the two intently. "Give up?" "Yes." "Apologize..." "No...Ow...OK. I'm sorry." Susan let him go, but as soon as he got up she grabbed him around the waist, brushed aside his resistance, hauled him to the edge of the pool and threw him in. Ronnie climbed out of the pool and gleefully went after Susan only to be dumped again in the water. He came out of the water and tried again with the same results. Susan was laughing now, too. "You'll never learn. How many times do I have to throw you in?" "Ned, help me." "Why should I?" "Boys against girls. I'd help you." Ned had a sinking feeling in his stomach. Did Ronnie know? Maybe he was just saying that. Susan chimed in. "Two against one. I'll throw you both in." With that she grabbed the unresisting Ned around the waist, dragged him to the side and threw him in. Ned just swam down to the end of the pool and watched while she again threw in Ronnie. She clapped her hands together and said, "Girls' night." Ned started swimming laps while Ronnie climbed out of the pool, exhausted and lay on the grass. Ned envied Ronnie his ability to loose to Susan without getting all bent out of shape. To loose in front of his parents without being embarrassed was amazing. Of course, Susan was two years older. He wondered what Ronnie would do if he were two years older. Maybe he would be as embarrassed and as afraid of being found out as was Ned. Ned wondered what his parents must think. As he climbed out of the pool, he heard Ronnie say, "Throw him in again and see if I help him. You threw me in more times." Susan moved toward Ned. Oh, what was Ned to do? Was a slave supposed to try and throw his master in the pool or even resist? But with his parents watching, he couldn't get away with not resisting this time. Susan grabbed him around the waist again, lifting so that he could not get a good footing and they tussled as she got him nearer to the pool's edge. It was the first time they had been so close since his sixteenth birthday. He tried to break away but could not. She maneuvered him ever closer. Then he pretended to trip, letting his right leg slide over the edge of the pool. In he went, hoping the rest of the family would think it an accident. He went to the shallow end of the pool and came out faking a limp. Afterwards they were sitting around one of the tables having cokes when Ronnie said, "Susan, you're really strong. Let's see your muscle." Susan flexed showing a well-defined biceps. "Look at mine," Ronnie added, showing some beginning definition. "I'll arm wrestle you." They got in position. Their father gave the signal and down went Ronnie's arm. Ronnie seemed not the least embarrassed. "Now I want to see you arm wrestle Ned." Susan put up her arm. Ned had to get away. "I'm tired of games and my leg hurts. I'm going to bed." "Then you're leaving Susan the champ," said his father. "That's OK with me." "Come on, Ned," chimed in Ronnie. "Come on, Ned," repeated Susan. "I think you've been challenged, Ned," said the father. Reluctantly Ned put up his right hand. The two clasped hands. Ned's forearm was slightly longer so that his elbow was slightly more extended. As Ned looked up, Susan's eyes were looking straight into his. He felt a sinking feeling, but then steeled himself and turned his gaze to their hands. They each tried for the best grip, Susan was at a slight advantage when they settled in. "Ready! Go!" Susan got a slight jump pulling Ned's hand toward her. Ned exerted himself, but quickly realized that Susan was slowly pushing his arm down. He jerked his hand back to the midpoint but then felt it move back again. Gradually she forced his hand down. He stayed her for perhaps ten seconds, but then his hand hit the table and Susan's hands went up in a victory gesture. "Your sister's the winner. Now be a good sport and congratulation her, Ned." "Congratulations, Susan." "You were very tough." "Thanks." Later that evening in their motel room the father said to the mother. "I can hardly believe what I saw." The mother added, "He tried to avoid fighting her and arm wrestling her. It was funny. He must have known. I think now I understand why he seemed to do whatever she wanted." "You mean he was afraid she would beat him up? That's hard to believe. When would they have ever fought?" "I don't know. I just know that they behaved strangely." Ned was accepted at the university. Somehow he could not go off still the slave of his little sister. In the summer he screwed up his courage and approached her. In his nervousness he did not pay enough attention to her mood, or he would have waited. "Susan, can I talk to you?" "Sure." "I've been you slave for more than two years. Don't you think that is long enough. Pretty soon I'll be leaving for college. It would be very nice if you would set me free." Susan had been thinking about the same thing, but in her present mood she did not want to let him off easily. "That's no way to ask for your freedom, slave. Beg me." Later she might hate herself for treating him so foully, but with the mood on her, she could not stop herself. Ned had not expected such a response, but felt in no position to demand anything. "Please, Susan. Don't play games. I beg you. Please set me free." "This isn't a game. Bow and call me 'Master.'" He bowed. "Please, Master. I beg you. Set me free." "Bow again and hold it." He bowed again. She moved behind had and ran her fingers up his cleft, pressing in hard. "The great divide!" Ned half straightened. He would have gone all the way, but he felt his penis hardening. "Bow down and stay down," Susan commanded. Ned resumed his position. Again she ran her fingers into his cleft, this time slowly, forcefully, showing her dominance. Ned held himself in place, mortified, angry, with a full erection that he could not control. "Damn it, Susie. That's enough." She jammed in her fingers again, now pressing between his ass hole and his scrotum "Don't swear at me and don't call me 'Susie.' I told you to call me 'Master.'" Ned had to make a choice, fight or give in. He was angry enough to fight, but, perhaps because he still feared she would beat him, perhaps because he was in the habit of obeying her, he gave in. He held his position as she began moving her fingers back and forth close to his scrotum where it was most arousing. He felt some wetness and began to be afraid of coming. "Yes, Master." Tears moistened his eyes. "Now tell me what you want?" "Please, Master, free me. I beg you. I'll be going to college. I should be free. Please, it's only right. Please, soon." His trembling voice faded off. Any possibility of fighting that he had had earlier had gone out of him. Susan was at a crossroads. She stood irresolute, her hand now grasping the left cheek of his buttox, her fingers in his cleft. Ever since her first victory, this had been her symbol of power over her brother. It felt comfortable and natural to be like this; she had earned the right. Her emotions were sweeping her along. The trembling in his voice fired her urge to push on, to exert her power as far as she could, to the end. But also welling from deep inside her was fear, fear of loosing control not of him but of herself, fear of what she might do, fear of a side of herself she knew only vaguely. Absent-mindedly she continued massaging him, unknowingly bringing him closer and closer to climax. "Susan. Master, pl....." "Shut up!" If Ned had had any resistance, it was gone now. He kept quiet and held his position letting her do what she would to him. Then without making a conscious decision Susan knew what she would do. She was at once relieved, happy and relaxed. She shoved her fingers in hard and said, "Stand up and turn around. He complied. She noted his pale face, the tears in his eyes and the bulge in his crotch. Fighting down a sudden desire to humiliate him further, she said, "You're free." Ned, who had come to expect the worst, was taken by surprise. The tears came rolling down; he could not help it. "Thank you. Thank you." Susan, put out her hand and touched his face. "There, there." Her gesture of kindness set off uncontrollable sobbing. The pent-up emotions of the last years burst out. She hugged him, which only increased the sobbing. He put his head no her shoulder so that she could feel as well as hear his racking sobs. "Come on. Stop the crying, or I'll think you like being a slave and make you my slave again." He smiled through his tears. "No, once is enough." "I'm thirsty. Go get me a coke and a cookie, too..........Please." she added. "Of course. I'm happy to." He wiped his eyes and turned for the door. Then he paused and turned. "Thank you for setting me free. I really mean it." "Oh, and I almost forgot. It would be a great help if you could wash some of my clothes this afternoon while I am playing tennis so I could wear them tonight. Would you do that for me?....Please." "Of course. It's a happy day for me, thanks to you." With that he headed for the kitchen. Susan smiled and shook her head. She would never have guessed this reaction in a hundred years. Ned was a little strange, but then she really had been good to him. She could have made his life miserable. He was right to be grateful. Susan felt great. If she felt like it, she might even goose him again. Epilogue Ned returned from college in early June. He had some trepidation about his relations with Susan, but nothing had happened during his vacations so he did not worry too much. The first few days went well. After lunch on a Saturday Ned said, "Where are the keys to the car?" "On the table in the study," his mother answered. Ned picked up the keys and moved into the front hall. "Wait," Susan said. "Mom, you promised me the car this afternoon. I have a tennis match." "You promised me this morning," Ned asserted. "I’ve promised to pick up Mike and Richard." "I asked yesterday," Susan countered. "I am really sorry," her mother answered. "I just forgot that I had promised you Susan. Look, your father will be back in an hour. One of you will just have to wait. The two of you work it out. I have to start the baking for tonight." She headed for the kitchen, leaving Ned and Susan staring at each other in the living room. "Give me the keys. You won’t have to wait long and I asked first," Susan said. "Wait, your match is not until 3 and I have to pick up these guys at 2." "I have to be there an hour ahead of time." "You would get there by 2:30." "Just give me the keys." Susan was getting irritated. "No, that’s not fair. Let’s talk about how we can work it out." "I said, ‘Just give me the keys.’" She took a step toward him and crooking her finger motioned for him to come to her and hand over the keys. Ned suddenly felt a knotting in his stomach. Were they going to have a fight right here where their mother could here and would come in to see what was going on. Susan took a step closer, still motioning with her finger. "Give me the keys." "Sssshh, Susan, mother will hear us." "She’ll hear plenty if you don’t give me the keys." Ned broke out in a cold sweat. Silently he handed the keys to Susan. "Thank you." As she went through she called back in a cheery voice that both Ned and her mother could hear, "Thanks, Ned. You helped me out. Dad will be home soon." Ned felt faint. His knees buckled. He sat down. He could not have fought her then. What would his mother have made of it? What would she have told his father? At the moment he hated Susan. She had shamed him. Damn her. He was glad that she had made it sound as if he was being generous, instead of....instead of...instead of afraid. He would have to fight her. He could certainly beat her now. He had been a good player in intramural basketball, but he did not want anyone around. Susan was in a better mood as she drove off. Ned had really been irritating, especially after all she had done for him. He owed her a lot. If she had not set him free, he would still be her slave. Besides, she had kept their secret even though there were many times when she would have liked to tell. Any of her friends would have told if they had made their brothers their slave. Who did Ned think he was? Well, she had put him in his place. She remembered he look on his face. Yes, he would still obey her; he should. He owed her a lot. They were home alone. Susan headed for the front door picking up the car keys on the way. Ned was prepared. It was not his first chance. The week before he had had a chance, but he lost his nerve. He "chickened out" was the term he used to berate himself. The same thing had happened ten days before that, but now he was ready. He was in good physical shape. He would do it. "Wait, I need the car." As she turned to him, he grabbed the keys out of her hand. "You bastard." She leapt at him. Instead of going for the keys she went for him. Ned had not expected that response. Before he could recover, she had him in a headlock, her right arm looped around his neck and the lower part of his head, pulling his head forward and down, twisting. She flexed her knees, brought her hips under him and then straightened her legs as she ducked her right shoulder. Both Ned’s feet were lifted off the ground. He crashed to the rug while she continued to apply pressure twisting him on to his back. There they lay while she tightened her hold rolling so that she put her weight on his shoulders. What had happened was a blur to Ned. He found himself lying on the floor. He struggled ineffectively. Her scent awakened memories of their past battles and their closeness. He could feel her right breast pressing into his face. He had forgotten how erotic it was to wrestle with his sister. Lassitude overcame him. He had been through this before. Why not give in and let her have her way? Temptation to surrender was strong, but brief. He had to escape; he had to keep the keys. Never mind that his shoulders were down. Pinning did not count for anything now. He maneuvered his forearm against her face and pushed. "You’re pinned," Susan exclaimed. Ned pushed harder. Irritated, she turned her head and bit him on the arm. "Ow! You’re cheating." She bit him again and he pulled away his forearm. His sexual arousal increased. "Will you give me the keys?" Her words reawakened his resistance. "No. It’s my turn." Susan suddenly released his head and, staying on top, reached for his right hand that held the keys. That gave Ned his chance. With a stupendous effort he rolled away, got his knees under him and broke free. They stood facing each other. Ned slipped he keys in his pocket. Then Susan came at him. They locked arms, testing each other. He went a headlock. She spun and catching his leg lifted. He tried his best to keep his balance, but down he went. Damn, it was always like this, but now he would fight to the end. He tried to rise. Susan slid her legs around his waist and, holding his left wrist with both her hands, began to twist. Ned was forced onto his back, constricted by her scissors hold and helpless to prevent further twisting of his arm. "Give up?" He did not respond but struggled ineffectually. Susan increased the pressure. She did not want to really hurt him, but he was being so stubborn. She straightened her legs and was rewarded with a groan but nothing else. She noticed the sweat on his face. It was sexy to hold him this way. Suddenly, on impulse, she twisted his arm while bending his elbow. At the same time she loosened her scissors enough so that he could roll as she forced him to turn first on his side and then, as she completed the hammerlock, on to his stomach. She straightened her legs. It was like the first time she had ever held him down. Now she applied pressure. Her legs tightened painfully around his middle. She pushed his wrist higher between his shoulder blades. "Give?" "No! Oh, that hurts. Ouch!" "Give?" "No. No. I won't give. You can break may are, but I won't give." Susan was afraid of twisting his shoulder out of the socket, so she tightened her legs with all her might. "Give up!!" "Oh, that hurts. Damn! Damn!" Susan was frustrated. She had him, but he wouldn't give. She loosened her legs and then jolted them tight. "Give up. Be my slave." "No. Never!" She paused, loosening her holds slightly and wondered what to do. Almost absently she reached into his cleft with her freed hand. She ran her fingers back and forth pressing hard. The effect on Ned was dramatic. He was suddenly very aroused. She kept her fingers running over his rectum and his perineum. She sensed that she was having an effect on him and increased the pressure running her fingers back and forth, back and forth. It was becoming more than he could stand. "That's enough," he almost moaned. Now he exerted all his will power to calm himself, but it was of little use. He felt he would climax at any moment. That couldn't happen. It would be awful. He had to make her stop. "OK! I give! Please. Wait! Stop." Susan was surprised at his sudden capitulation. She increased the pressure. "Do you really give?" "Yes! Yes! I do! I give!" Ned cried desperately, hoping she would stop before it was too late. "Will you be my slave?" "Yes!" "’Yes,’ what?" "Yes, master." Susan withdrew her hand for his crack and loosened her legs. She released him and climbed to her feet. "Stand up." Ned complied. "Straight." She saw the bulge in his crotch and let him see her stare at it. Ned, who was almost past embarrassment, found her stare arousing. "Give me the keys." Ned reached into his pocket and proffered the keys, which she took. After a moment she said, "Now bow." He bowed, but, as he saw her begin to move behind him, straightened. "Bow and hold it." Down he went. Susan fascinated by her power, which she suspected came from goosing him, moved behind, and, putting her fingers between his buttox, running them up and down while pushing in deeper and deeper, said, "Now apologize." Ned again felt close to climaxing. "Susan, Master, I am sorry. I apologize." "Why did you grab the keys?" "Please, stop!" She pressed harder. "Answer me!" "I...I...Oh! Oh!" She felt his buttox tighten and his body jerk convulsively. Instinctively she knew what was happening and moved her fingers rhythmically in and out in time with his spasms. Ned’s gasps turned her on. Finally his spasms subsided. She gave one last push. "Stand up," Susan said, moving around in front of him. Slowly he straightened. She saw the spreading wetness on his pants and breathed in a new and exciting odor. In her triumph she began to feel a bit giddy. She stood looking at him, watching his face and the wetness of his pants. "Please, may I go now?" "No. Tell me why you tried to take the keys." Ned was disoriented, like a zombie. "I don’t know. I am sorry. I shouldn’t have. Please. May I go?" Then he added, "Master." "Give me one good reason." "I don't know really." "You'll stand there until you tell me." "I think maybe I wanted to get even with you." "Did you?" "No." "Well, look what it got you. Are you satisfied?" "Yes...no...I don't know...whatever." Susan still felt giddy. Her excitement was beginning to subside. Now she wanted to get away. "Look, I'll give you the keys. Here, take them. But if you ever want to use the care again, ask me first. Do you understand." "Yes." Almost automatically she said "Yes, what?" "Yes, Master." After Susan left the room, Ned looked down at the wetness of his pants. He was drained of emotion. He didn't care that Susan had seen it, or even that he was again her slave. All he felt was numbness. He went into the bathroom, took off his clothes, mechanically cleaned himself and put his clothes in the washer. When Susan got to her room, she was breathing hard. It had served him right. In the next days, they both went through some emotional ups and downs. Susan was surprised at herself. It wasn't her fault; Ned had grabbed the keys away from her. He got what was coming to him. The remembrance of how he gave in when she goosed him and his jerking body and his wetness and the smell, were at times exciting but mostly disturbing. She had done that to her brother, her own brother. No, she shouldn't have done it, but it was more his fault because he shouldn't have been that way. She was his sister after all. He shouldn't get sexy with her. It wasn't as if she were trying to make him aroused. She was just, well just, showing that she had won and could make him do what she wanted. Well, she had shown him and she was proud of it and ashamed of it and all mixed up. Ned was surprisingly accepting. He had taken on Susan to show her who was the tougher and she had whipped him badly. Yes, he admitted it to himself. His younger sister had beaten the hell out of him. She was just too good for him. He gave in so that he would not climax and had done so anyway. If he had let her go on when she was holding him down, he would not now be her slave. Surely she would have let him up after he climaxed. Well he got what was coming to him. As he thought about it, his member hardened. She was really something else. He didn't mind all that much being beaten by her or being her slave. Maybe he was just used to it; maybe he deserved it. It was ten days before Susan asked Ned to wash some clothes since she was going out. Ned was alone in the house. He washed and dried her clothes and took them up to her room. It was a bit of mess. The bed was unmade and some of her clothes in disorder. "Well," Ned thought to himself. "What's a slave supposed to do." He made the bed, picked up her clothes, put them away and straightened the drawers. Somehow he felt better after doing so. Susan was surprised to find her bed made and her room neat. Thinking of Ned picking up her clothes and making her bed made her uncomfortable. "That's weird," she thought to herself. She didn't like it. It felt almost creepy. His ejaculation was yucky. In the next few days she noticed how her friends related to their brothers. There was definitely something wrong with her relationship with Ned. Ned was home alone when his mother called. "Ned, thank heavens you are home. I am in the hospital with your grandmother. Please take the car and pick up Ronnie and take him to the dentist. Please, hurry. He's already going to be late." No excuse came to mind. Besides it was an emergency. "OK, Mom." Ned got Ronnie to the dentist and brought him home. There was still no sign of Susan or his mother. By the time Susan got home Ronnie was at the neighbor's. Ned had worked himself into a state. He was nervous and depressed. He had directly disobeyed her, something he had never done before. What would she do to him? Would it all come out? Maybe she would understand and let him off easily. "Susan, Master, please, may I talk with you?" She saw his nervousness. His voice was trembling. "Yeah?" "Master, I am sorry. I had to do it. Grandmother is in the hospital and I had to pick up Ronnie. I didn't know what else to do. Please. I'm sorry." "What are you talking about?" "I drove the car without asking you. I'm sorry." "Who cares?" "What do you mean 'Who cares?'" "I mean, 'Who cares? Let me alone." She went to her room. Ned was stunned. He had tried to do the right thing. She had made him do what he did. How could she not care? What should he do now? The next time they were alone Susan said, "I'm tired of our games. You are free. I release you. I don't want a slave anymore." Ned was taken aback. "I haven't minded all that much being a slave, you know. You weren't a bad master." "It's over." "OK, I wasn't mad about it or anything. I mean just tried to do what you said." Susan shrugged and walked away, leaving Ned to ponder. At first he felt glad to be free, but he could still feel the satisfaction of doing something for her that she had not requested. And then he could almost feel her hands pressing into his cleft. His member stiffened. What was wrong with him? Why wasn't he happier? Why was he so mixed up?